Message # 921
05/12/1992
Let Not My Will but Your Will Oh Lord be DoneIn prayer before the Blessed Sacrament, Nancy was reflecting on the Scripture, John 12:44-50. Nancy prayed, "My Jesus, please help me with the reflection".
"He who rejects Me and refuses My words, has his judge already."
Jesus said, "Write that sentence: He who rejects Me and refuses My words, has his judge already. "He who receives much will be accountable for much. Throw more of My words away, and be judged more severely. Each step you take on earth determines how you will be judged. "Walk in humility, then stand before Me humble. "Walk in pride, then stand before Me prideful. "Walk in hatred, then stand before Me in hate. "Walk in forgiveness, then stand before Me in forgiveness. "What you sow, you reap. I desire each of you to walk in My footsteps. Walk in love, obedience, humility, faith, hope, charity, forgiveness, compassion, mercy, trust, abandonment. 'Let not my will but Your will oh Lord be done'. Let it be written in your heart and resound in your footsteps on your journey toward Me. I am the Word Eternal, the Life, the Light, the Way, the Resurrection." Nancy said, "There was light present over the crucifix as I wrote the above words. Jesus said, "Be confident, do not be afraid to share My words with My people." Nancy said, "When I continued to pray before Jesus in the tabernacle, again the light appeared over the crucifix, I asked Jesus to please speak to me in the Scriptures. He said, 'Turn to John'. I opened the Bible randomly to John 8:12: 'When Jesus spoke to the people again, He said: I am the Light of the world. Anyone who follows Me will not be walking in the dark; he will have the Light of Life.'" Nancy said that later, "I was shown a toddler-age child on a cross. Twice I saw this image. I understood that I need to die to myself." Jesus said, "Die more to yourself." Nancy understood, "I had a lot more dying to myself that I needed to do. Jesus, help me to deny myself. Help me to die to my sinful ways."
