# 10
Die to Self, Surrender, Abandon

(November 17, 1990 6) In the Monastery of the Visitation Sisters in Snellville, Georgia, before The Blessed Sacrament, I (Nancy) saw on a blank wall a young child of toddler age on a cross. The child was lifeless. The vision occurred many times. I asked Jesus, "Why am I seeing this very young child dead on a cross?" Jesus said, "My dear, dear Nancy, I wanted you to die to yourself at a ten- der young age so that I could grow in you. As your physical body matured so would you grow in My spiritual life in maturity. We would have been growing together. Everything is better when we do it together. The world allows the body to mature alone. When you walk with Me your body and spirit mature together with Me not apart from Me. My precious daughter, how I love you."