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May 08, 2010
Nancy's condition has worsened
Dear Friends of Our Loving Mother,
Unfortunately, the condition of Nancy, the Visionary of Conyers, has worsened. When the Doctors told her that her cancer had spread, a friend of hers reminded her of a vision of Jesus she had while convalescing from a car accident in May 2009.
Nancy saw a beautiful face of the Blessed Mother, like a transparency appearing close to her face. Looking through the face of the
Blessed Mother she could see a transparency of the crucified face of Christ. Jesus left eye became enlarged, more prominent. Then she saw from on the inner white part of His left eye (sclera) a tiny bust of the crucified Christ and she saw two tiny drops of bright red blood fall from His eye to His chest. At the end of this vision Nancy said to her friend Peter I do not have any understanding of what the vision meant. Then her friend Peter said, I do. Jesus is allowing you to participate in two drops of blood from His passion. Nancy said if his is only two drops, then only God could endure the suffering of the passion.
As soon as she remembers this vision, she realized the Lord was asking her to take up her cross and follow
Him for the salvation of souls. Realizing that she might be at the sunset of her life, she went before the Crucifix in her home. Buoyed by her hope that she is in God's hand, she said, "Jesus I surrender completely to your most Holy Will; I accept whatever you want for me and I offer all my sufferings to you". As she spoke, the Crucifix before which she was praying became engulfed in light and came alive. Jesus became alive on the Cross in a glorified state and there all in light welcomed Nancy act of total abandonment to His Will.
Since then, she has been experiencing a peace within her the world can never give. When we are face to face with illness and no healing seems to be in sight, let us pray that famous prayer that has encouraged millions throughout the world; it is called the Serenity Prayer and it goes like this:
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
To abandon oneself to the Will of God and want what He wants always is the secret to inner peace. Let us ask God to enlarge our hearts and make us more capable of love for Him and for souls that we may always abide in His love and peace.
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